I’m going public.

Pre-Valentine’s Day confessions . . .

A long time spiritual mentor of mine used to say, “Remember in the light what you heard in the dark.”  I was just reading in Matthew 10 and stumbled on verse 27:  “What I tell you in the dark, speak in the daylight; what is whispered in your ear, proclaim from the housetops.” 

That’s what this new album feels like.  In dark places, alone places, just want to go home places, God has been whispering His sweet somethings in my ear.  He really knows how to romance a woman.  I’ve got the love letters to prove it.

And now, by His grace and with His full permission, I’ve got the songs that will proclaim our forever love to the world once and for all.  I’m going public.  Not with scandalmongering or sensationalism, but with bold and beautiful truth.  Unabashed and vulnerable.

Like a cupid aiming an arrow, I am ready to release the next chapter in my love story.  There have been seven “chapters” in the series so far.  Maybe you’ve read them (or, more accurately, listened to them like an audio book).  Beginning back in 1994, there was Child of the Father, My Faith Will Stay, What Matters Most, There is Joy in the Lord, Let’s Fly, The Best Of, and Because He First Loved Us.  The eigth novella, So I Can Tell, is soon to go to print.  I hope it’s a best-seller.

Pulling back my bow,

Cheri

365 ribbons.

Years ago a thoughtful fan gave me a gift bag full of what I like to call “scripture scrolls.”   There were 365 of them, one for each day of the year.  I can’t imagine how long it must’ve taken her to roll up that many little pieces of paper and then tie each one together with a small, white ribbon.  But, the encouraging Bible verses, quotes, and song lyrics were much appreciated.

I enjoyed reading them in the beginning, but as life goes, eventually the bag ended up on a shelf in my closet.  Rediscovering them during the move of 2010, I decided to resurrect the little notes and I now display them in a decorative basket in my kitchen.  Whenever I need a boost, the scripture scrolls rarely disappoint.

Last night, looking for inspiration for blog #4 of my once-a-week blogging resolution, I unfurled another scroll and this is what I read . . . “But as for me I shall sing of Thy strength:  yes, I shall joyfully sing of Thy lovingkindness in the morning, for Thou hast been my stronghold, and a refuge in the day of my distress.  O my Strength, I will sing praises to Thee; for God is my stronghold, the God who shows me lovingkindness.”  (Psalm 59:16-17 NASB)

Tomorrow when I rise, I will head to the studio to sing the final lead vocals on my new album.  Last week, while singing the line, for He is good, His love endures forever, I got so choked up with emotion that I had to stop in the middle of the session.  After a brief tissue break I was able to continue.  Like the psalmist, I have known distress, but the tears came because I have also known the goodness of God and that is precisely what compels me to carry on.

So, in the morning, “I shall joyfully sing of Thy lovingkindness” once more.  Perhaps one of my song lyrics will give somebody a boost.

Looking to Him, from one ribbon to the next . . .

Cheri